I wrote this yesterday after receiving some uncomfortable news that might result in my life changing drastically. It also might be nothing by the end of the week.
"call me asap"
The unknown engulfs me like the incense from an over zealous thurifer.
It takes away my breath as I gasp for air and begin to drown in what-ifs.
My pleas from the previous night now seem meaningless; other concerns will leave questions unanswered and the mind restless.
Idle thoughts buzz around my head creating holes in my attention, making focus impossible.
The increasing frequency of these feelings, this unrest, doesn't match the happiness. The joy felt in the presence...
Which feeling is real?
Which feeling is a farce?
More confusion in trying to find answers. Confusion and chaos rule my mind and heart.
And then I met this nice lady who made everything better...
Till next time
Lovely writing. I want to know how things turned out.
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