Clarification

I just wanted to clear up my last blog. I don't want to edit it because I meant the things I said.
However, it was supposed to be a blog about how good life seemed to be going.
I had a GREAT week. It started  with a really productive day of cleaning followed by a sense of peace.  Then a job interview and a chill evening with my honey. The next day was a beautiful day outside as well as beautiful company. F and I woke up early and went to breakfast, we shopped, strolled around the shopping center killing time before a movie, had Mexican for lunch, then went plant shopping. I came home put dinner for me and a friend in the oven then planted my veggies and watched a soccer game. The next day I had a productive teaching day, was asked to start at my new job on monday, and  had dinner with the roommate on our deck. Friday was another great teaching day and also a productive shopping day. Saturday I hung out with my roommate and her parents and was taken on a celebratory dinner. I mean, what more could I ask for as a last week of freedom. I even got in lots  of practice time.
I've felt blessed and happy.
I've felt decent physically.
Yes I'm worried about my relationship.
Yes i'm nervous about my new job.
But I have so much to be grateful for.
So that last blog was just honestly about my insecurities, not complaining.


That is all