My momma told me...you better shop around...

I'll be 28 in exactly 3 months. Back in August I decided to do something I swore I wouldn't try till I was 30...I joined an online dating site. I'm not sure how I even feel about online dating. All I know is that I am a lot better at talking in type and that I don't really go any where to meet people. The only people I know are musicians...musicians and students...I need to expand my view.
I never really worried about these things but within the last year I have began to change my thoughts on relationships. Half of me wants to be single because the life I want to have us an unstable one and the other half of me is ready to give up on a career and settle down. I want to be taken care of. I've also started to think having children would  be kinda nice. I've begun to envy young families...could be the loneliness of Texas but it started before I moved here, check the early blogs...
Anyway...Hence the stupid dating site.
Well, I bought a discounted membership for 3 months and didn't get one message or reply. So I let it lapse. This week, I received a message and a smile. I still don't know how I feel. I chose a Catholic site cuz I thought it would be easier. Instead it has been harder. While I am not very partial when it comes to outward appearances, I am not very attracted to Hispanic men. Most of the guys on here in SA are Hispanic. There also don't seem to be  a lot of people who use the site regularly. Another problem is age. While I tend to prefer men in their 30s, it would be nice to meet people closer to 30 than 35+. So I emailed the 35 year old named Vic...His profile has no picture and the "essay" questions aren't filled out...I asked him if he had a social networking page. Personally, I would like to check this person's fb page before talking to him but alas, he doesn't have one. So between no fb page and no pic I am torn whether or not to talk to him. I mean, I want to know what he looks like, is that so bad?
I have a friend who met her husband online and they're happy. And I am not necessarily looking to get hitched...lord knows I don't want to live in Texas unless I'm working for the Houston Grand Opera.
The guys whose profiles I like the sound of either don't respond or haven't read my messages.
Maybe I should give him my number and try him out...
Who knows.
I don't like dating
I don't like strangers
I tend to fall for my friends cuz, well, we're friends for a reason right? It makes sence to me.
But I'm always "the friend" they either see me as the person who they tell their girl problems too or see me as motherly cuz I take care of their tummies. My bad, I like caring & cooking...they like bitches...their bad...
Also people's personalities really attract me more than their physical attributes. Anyone whose personality I like, the longer I know them, the less physical faults I find...friends or Romantically. For example, acne disappears...I just don't see it.
 I'm tired
Bed
Zzzzzzz